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.sorrow and apologies.
regret slowly desinegrates my skin like acid
and tears of blood reverse their ways
silently dripping into the crevaces
of my brain
my heart sings a deadly tune
of sorrow and apologies
it bursts open
spilling its contents by your feet
and you stare at the ground
debating what to do
you speak
but so softly that you seem inaudible
so i wait there, on the ground
wanting to feel the gentle touch
of a helping hand
 
 
.End of Summer.
she lays in her yard
her feet are bare so that she can feel the texture of the grass with her every move
the last day of summer is always the quietest
a cool breeze softly dances through her hair
her mind wanders in and out of summer memories
the best of which is love
he was a unique face in the crowd
something different about the way he talked
or the smoothness of his step
he was three years to her senior
off to better places and new beginnings
but they spent their summer days together
despite the fact it all eventually had to end
and now, two hearts half-way shattered
yet still holding on
they stood on her front step
and embraced each other with both their arms and their hearts
he kissed her lips as tenderly as you would a rose petal
and reminded her that he'd always be standing
in her doorway
as the summer days come to a close
so does a relationship, born from love
but in their hearts they will always be together
 
 
-:-Gone-:- (c)
 
tight wire slowly cuts through my skin
severing my veins
your cold hands are covered with my blood
as you rip out my heart
run away, run away
don't stop to look back
you have it, now go..
leave me here alone.
my blood begins to run cold
as my body slowly breaks
and my life fades quickly into the distance
you keep running but i wait for your fall
a fall so hard it will shatter your bones
with the last beat of my heart
and then i will leave you there
because you deserve to be alone
















"Pieces of my heart"
i blind you with my smiles
sounds of a laugh you once knew
but the truth is
im still searching
for the shattered pieces of my broken heart
a piece was found
in the parking lot
of an elementary school down the street
you may find a chunk
at the end of a mutual friend's driveway
a piece rests at the indoor soccer place
look between the cusions
of the couch where we'd lay
in that apartment downtown
dont be suprised if a piece is floating
in the fish tank at your house
look under the seat
in your back-to-the-future space ship
make your way
to the gymnastics company
i think i lost a piece there
walk on the canal
you should come across a large piece
when you walk over the bridge
rent "secret window"
but dont be suprised if a piece of my heart
is in the box too
take a drive in the van
the one that belongs to a close friend
but don't forget to pick up
that piece of my heart on the floor
you may want to check the pet store
i think you might find something there
find that jar i gave you
open one of the notes
because i'm almost positive
that i wrapped my heart in one
hug the stuffed puppy on your bed
you'll feel the rhythmic pattern
of my heart
don't forget to take a walk to the lake by your house
my heart is carved into the picnic table
the one that vacantly sits on the edge
of the water
and when you find all of the pieces
put them back together
and pick me up
off of that cold, hard floor
and embrace me in your arms again
 
-That Night- July 17
You smell of ciggarettes and Kenneth Cole
The scent lingers on my clothes
like I would on you
if I could...everyday.
Like a horror film,
you stand at the door
staring into space
as the darkness surrounds you
and the glow from the television
outlines your body
I watch you from the other room
and wonder about your thoughts
I wait for you to return
and lay next to me again
I feel safe when you hold me in your arms
and to feel the warmth of your body next to mine
is amazing
Love me...
 
-Untitled- July 17
Throw away your useless razors
Push away all the empty bottles
Begin to breathe again
Notice the sun shining through
the curtains of your solemn room
Watch as the painful slits change to
tiny scars
Things will be okay now
Wash your face
put on a fresh pair of jeans
and sometime when you're alone
laying in your room
with the lights off
and the covers over your head
Think about me and remember my scent
I'm sure it still lingers on your pillows
open your eyes
Do you remember my face?
because I know I'll never forget yours

-Foolish Girl-  Aug. 29, 2004
 
foolish girl so gullable
your heart
shattered again
hang yourself
from every fucking lie
watch as the blood fills your eyes
slowly spilling out as you helplessly die
i thought you had enough the first time?
but now you're back for more..
why even bother
removing the knife from your back?
it'll just make it easier
for the next bastard
forget applying your mascara
it always ends up on your pillow anyway
what a waste of time
your life
your heart
foolish girl, don't you see?
they're only going to tear you apart
rip you from your seams
then they'll watch you
as you die there alone
in a pool of your own blood
foolish girl, you're so gullable

*That Night* july 19
mid-july
warm sunday night
a cool breeze gently kisses your face
a long walk
could only seem so short
with you by my side
tiny stars fell from the sky that night
they landed in the midst of your eyes
the shimmery glaze of the moon
became your smile
the ripples in the water
in sync with your the pattern of your breath
and the steady beat of my heart
to the rhythm of your step
your laughter is carried by the wind
i look into your eyes and smile
then seal this mid-summer's night
with a kiss
 
-Little Girl- July 23
little girl, wake up
why dont you step outside?
run away for awhile
leave everything behind
that way, you did it intentionally
instead of losing it the hard way
how does it feel
to be a one-hit wonder?
why are you so down, little girl?
cut open your heart
disect every inch of it
until you find what you lost
little girl, wake up
step outside and run away for awhile
 

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