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star shaped scars

poetry by...me :o)

Lost in this empty room

Silence echoing off the blank walls

In the center,

Darkness overshadows life.

The tiniest things

Suddenly so enormous

Enter the lost realm

A light, shining bleakly at the end

Of a tunnel

Slowly fades

Lost in this empty room

Nowhere to go

Nowhere to hide

"I Am" (c)

i am spiritually passionate and intuitive
i wonder how loud my silent heart can be
i hear the deafening rythm of your heart beating steadily with mine
i see the sorrow in your eyes
i want to speak comfort to you
i am spiritually passionate and intuitive

i pretend that everything is flawless
i feel the sorrow of "nothing"
i touch the gentle soul of your desire
i worry about the stinging sensation of your every tear
i cry about the gracefullness of your fall
i am spiritually passionate and intuitive

i understand the bitter from the sweet
i speak the words of the truth
i dream of the final piece to the puzzle
i try to perfect the silence
i hope for a new tomorrow
i am spiritually passionate and intuitive

Through your pale emerald eyes

can you see what you're doing?

There are two stories within this prologue.

You straddle the border

Is your heart hiding behind the truth?

You promise yourself to her

And I feed you every bit of my broken, shattered heart. Piece-by-piece.

Taking in the sensation and savoring the flavor, just to spit it back out.

We're walking in giant circles

Within ever circle there's a corner-misplaced..

Tales of the two of you together

running, full-speed, through my mind

My eyes sink lower into the deep amber-green sea

In this book, someone is always forgotton

Someday you'll see past the ocean and look into the horizon

The sun's warmth rests upon your face

Like a warm breeze brushing through your hair

And the lady in white opens her heart

Your world of endless stop signs

Placing our hands together

Like a lost puzzle piece-finally found..

One September's Eve

The sudden chill of a September's eve

The warmth of your body beneath mine

You run your hands over every curve of my body

Touching every inch of my skin

I lie there, trembling, in your arms

I can feel your heart beating

as I rest my head upon your chest

But oh, if you could only feel mine...

My racing heart beating even faster

as you slide your hands across my skin

Shh..can you hear it?

Listen intently to the deafening pace of my heart

Tracing invisible lines on your hands

and our fingers connect..

Entwining like vines

I smile softly to myself, lost in your arms

Your hands fit perfectly in the curves of my waist,

as you pull me closer

Every moment, nothing less than perfect

Holding you close to me, begging to be lost

in your heart forever...

When reality checks in

Our fingers slowly drifting apart

And we say goodbye on this chilly September's eve...

-Standing on the Edge-

I'm standing on the edge

Tears, fears, choking on my own words

Dangling by a thin string

Emotions boiling up inside

Break open the champagne

Releasing the tension

The darkness surrounds me

Lost in a forbiddin room

The sickening sound of silence

Lying alone in the middle of nowhere

I'm standing on the edge..

*I would*

If I could do it all again, I would

If i could start from the beginning..

Believe me, i would

I've messed up a lot

But never this bad

If i could go back to that night, i would

If i could take a different path...

Believe me, i would.

I should have read the signs

Undergoing surgery to the brain

Like an adventure to the edge of the earth

Unreachable

If i could act differently that night, i would

If i could close my eyes again...

Believe me, i would.

Turn off the lights and get lost in the darkness

Alone

You don't have to hide your tears now...

If i could turn back time, I would.

If i could erase the past...

Believe me, i would.

My Fantasies

You and I cuddling close
Every little thing flows
I feel your soft lips touch mine
A kiss that's always divine
There we lay, you holding me
A feeling, no one can see
You are always making me smile
Being with you is all worthwhile

Then I snap back
I get on track
These are just my fantasies
all my fictional stories
Everything I wish that could be
I have wanted it all so badly

Looking into your eyes
Gets me so hypnotized
Laying there, playing with your hair
You'd never know how much I care
Your hands on my hips
Touching your soft lips
It all makes me go crazy
You ask why I'm so shaky
Then softly you whisper in my ear
Everything I have wanted to hear
I will love you always & forever
& we will always be together

...:::An Inner Feeling:::...
Something inside is controlling me
Just take one look, but you will not see
The feeling that I hold within
Deep inside, again and again
I'm goin crazy
Every time I think of you
I'm goin crazy
Every day it's something new
I made a huge mistake
When I made your heart break
You waited for the longest time
Now, that waiting has become mine
When I see you with that new girl in your life
My heart hurts, like it had been stabbed with a knife
I get jealous and you say I control you
The truth is that I'm not ready to lose you

-Crime of Love-

There was a point in my time
When loving you was no crime
I could look freely into your eyes
Ever had that feeling?..Your heart flys..
The taste of your lips
still lingers on mine
My stomach does flips
My life's out of line.
You're the one who makes me crazy

The only one who makes me smile

Slowly im dieing

As i long for you

Everyday i starve for you

In a way that you never knew

You are the only one for me
My head keeps on throbbing
You're the only thing on my mind
You're taking too much space
& you're wasting all my time
I need to give up
But i keep holding on

There was a point in my time
When loving you was no crime...

*Darkness of my Heart*

Another lonely day
I wake up, but lay still
Darkness surrounds me
Im screaming so loud
I want to get out..
but no one hears me.
Without you
im nothing
Hold me close to you
I feel us touching
Will we ever
be together?
The pain, it hurts so bad
but i dont even cry
I had to get used to it
I hold it in..or i try
You still cant hear me
Im screaming so loud
I want to get out...

I'll be fine..don't worry

Things will get better.

The words spilled from my lips

as I searched for lost tears.

The pain intensified with every memory.

Do you really love me?

Silence stabbed the air

like a freshly sharpened pendelum.

Look at me, please.

Answer me, do you really love me?

..-I don't know.-

You once told me, I left my heart

Take care of it.

"I'll embrace it with mine."

I question, "are you?"

There's no such thing as a sure thing.

Is 'love' and exception?

You think so...you think so...

You are my world.

I gave you my heart,

my life, my soul, myself..

It is up to you what you do with it.

You will always and forever be

a part of my heart.

Torn between two hearts

Hides behind those hazel eyes

but i can always make him crack a smile

-I just stopped writing this one for some reason and I found it in my notebook recently. I might add to it someday-

The clock reads 7:24am

another day, same as before..

the days pass slowly

yet the weeks fly by

walking absentmindedly

throw greetings that seem

to pass right through me

alive, yet unconsious

and ones being taught

the clock reads 2:20pm

tomorrow...tomorrow.

A lonely, desolate night

Sorrow-I'm choking it down

It's burning my throat

The sweet sickness of silence

Bleeding from my ears...

And I know-I don't belong


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